Tuesday, January 19, 2010

because I don't deserve this

If you truly adore someone you should be happy with or without them.
Sometimes you don't get to choose whether you are with them or not.

I like him.
I'll be happy for him.


I hate that the right thing, the moral thing, is the most painful.

Because I replay conversations in my head. At first they were just to make you feel guilty.
They just make me feel like shit. This is a bad habit.
It's raining all week. It's like the Heavens are telling me not to do the schedule.
I won't look cute b/c I will be all rained on.. so I won't walk past you.

Maybe it's good this way. Then I wouldn't cry after you totally ignore me and brush by. What good
would it do, to do this plan? The rain would wash away my tears on the outside, but that's just the outside.
My heart mended slow before.. started up again fast .and broke again slowly. Next time I'll just start slow, and break away fast.

First kiss

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